Tuesday, December 14, 2004
sob sob... auntie visit... stomach cramp now... sob sob..
went botanical garden 2dae.. fun dae actualli.. took quite a lot of pic... as usual.. upload later...
was late to botanical garden... cuz there's no cab.. watever... bt we'r nt e' latest okok.. :p walk ard there.. foolin ard.. had a lot of fun.. haha.. :p
went orchard after tt.. dam tire.. real tire..
although i'm happi 2dae.. bt.. i'm still thinkin abt him.. he's gone.. realli gone n nt comin back... his bro passed mi some of his stuff juz now.. real sad... *cried*
his bro called mi ydae nite.. luckily i haven cancel my old line.. n i met him 2dae... everithg was sooo sudden.. till now i still cannot accept tt... he's gone... 99+1 letters fr him.. mostli written at hospital.. ya.. hospital.. m i dreamin? he's gone? realli? can someone tell mi it's juz a dream.. i'm dreamin.. can someone wake mi up fr e' dream? although some letters contain juz a few sentences... bt it's enough for mi to noe wat he wanna sae... he chose to let go.. cuz he dun wanna c mi sad.. well.. bt.. wen i noe wat happened now.. i'm more sad.. much more sad.. well.. igmore wat i've type.. i oso dunno wat i wanna sae.. it's sooo confusin...
~fernny~ he's gone... gone.. n gone..........
caught a falling star @ 9:54 PM